FFFFFFFF

I hate when people say stupid shit things like "you just need learn how to deal with you emotions". I need to learn to ignore all feelings completely. i don't want to know how to like shit the "right way". i want bottle everything up and bury it. i want to turn off all emotions. i want to be a goddamn robot. i hate Rochester and everyone in it. i hate my co-workers and all the lame 30 somethings who will hit on anyone that looks at them twice, instead of waiting to meet someone they actually like. everyone makes me sick.